—I Know You're Gonna Be There
this song has nothing to do with my life…i’m just kinda obsessed with it <3 and luke bryan in general, seeing as he’s my future husband.
i hope everyone i know experiences this at least once in their lifetime…to go from being ‘asleep’ to ‘awake’ because you found that person. it truly is a crazy feeling.
(Source: lovequotesrus, via lessonsofthelittlethings)
(via boldasxloveee)
tired, can’t sleep, nothing is new
A lot of the time I wish I could pull off a half or three quarter sleeve so freakin’ bad. And have it not be something stupid and girly and cliched like flowers or a goddamn koi fish. C’mon people.
(via fuck-it-for-chris)
I haven’t fallen asleep before 4 or 5 am in a week; can’t without him next to me.
“I read once that ancient Egyptians had fifty words for sand and the Eskimos had a hundred words for snow. I wish I had a thousand words for love, but all that comes to mind is the way you move against me while you sleep and there are no words for that.”
-Brian Andreas, “Story People”
Operation lose 10-15 pounds is commencing…now.
Well, my anxiety is officially back. I don’t know if it’s my birth control contributing or what but I’m tired all the time despite getting a ridiculous amount of sleep lately and today I had some crazy mood swings. I’ve been staying with garret for a little over two weeks now and I have to leave tomorrow. I really don’t want to. I miss him so much when I’m not with him and I don’t even know how to explain it; either that or I’m too exhausted right now. He is literally a part of me. He’s been on my mind every single day for almost four years…I think everytime I leave him, I’m subconsciously scared that it’ll be the last time I see him. I hate it but I know I’m still not over our break up and everything that happened with that I don’t know if I’ll ever be…that’s not fair to either of us though. All I know is for some reason I’m so scared to leave tomorrow and I’m nervous about school and starting my new major and also I’m broke as fuck. I have no real problems right now, I mean I have the man of my dreams and he has assured me that he is here to stay, I’m finally starting the major I want to be in, and I know my parents wouldn’t let me starve (I just hate asking for money when they practically support me entirely and I just can’t find a job). This past semester was really rough with paying for my sorority and having my car downtown (parking pass, multiple tickets, got my car booted, etc). So I’m struggling with a lot right now and it just makes me feel stupid because I shouldn’t be this stressed about anything. I guess I should go back on my anxiety medication. Funny how garret was basically the single reason I went on it in the first place when we broke up and now I need it cause I’m scared to leave him….typing and reading that makes me think that’s unhealthy but I mean, it’s not like I can stop caring about him. I’m seriously crying right now and Garret’s laying next to me but he’s asleep and I don’t wanna wake him up cause I already had a freak out earlier today and cried for a long time. Why am I so emotional right now…
